&, il ovey ou;
It's a gloomy sunday afternoon
and I'm rotting to death without you
8:29 PM,
20080711

L'arc! :D

J: No use fighting, J. You know how he's like, he'll want it his way (: But I'm pretty sure he'll do a good job, so let's not worry too much, ya? If not someday we'll all grow really old after all the worrying -_-. Oh oh! Did you see V's earlier post! :D I think her suggestion is cool. 超杀! Let's try it out some day hahaha ;D Andandand let's play corrupt-a-wish the next time we meet up. I'm going to CORRUPT ALL YOUR WISHES HAHAHA. And you guys can watch L'arc's videos with me! Isn't it waaaan-derrr-fool!
(Will you see this? I don't want to send sms, and I forgot JEVSY's password. So HAHAHA, sms me the password when you see this! Damn, I'm missing out on all the fun! Look at V's extraordinary posts; S's weird rantings; MZhe's "occassional popping by"; Junle's O_O expression at whatever I tag and your "hurhhurh, heh")

I think we are all suffering from "Missing E Syndrome". WTF, how long does he intend to go MIA? Selfish pig!

I want to watch RedCliff! D: But I've got no time no money no partner. & Code Blue too! Shall wait patiently for all the episodes to be released :D

This love has taken it's toll on me.


10:36 AM,
20080710

10:33am
Taking a break from practice. ;D
AND WHAT EXACTLY AM I DOING IN FRONT OF THE COMP?! Manxz, I'm watching Hyde's clips. Oh my, it's such a sin! KYAAAA! HYDE, HYDE, HYDE! I like LOVE how he jams the guitar in P'Unk and being vocalist in L'arc :D

YAY Yining you don't have to be sad over your height anymore :D Hyde is only 158! HAHAHA, it's your luck that you're the same height as Hyde.

Okay just a quick post. V complained that there's nothing to see in my blog. WL, go to JEVSY's blog
la! -_-;

(Changed font colour to white, since I've received complaints that black makes the words hard to read. :x)

(TVfXQ, BIGBANG, L'ARC)


7:30 PM,
20080618

张信哲- 白月光


白月光心里某个地方 那么亮却那么冰凉
每个人都有一段悲伤 想隐藏却欲盖弥彰



4:32 PM,

啊,原来我的爱情那么廉价。


9:42 PM,
20080612

I HATE HOMEWORK I HATE HOMEWORK I HATE HOMEWORK
I OWE A LOT OF PEOPLE A LOT OF THINGS
I GOT ADDICTED TO KIRYUU ZERO
I LEARNT WHAT'S BACKMASKING TODAY
I THOUGHT BACKMASKING IS COOL/HORRIFYING (AFTER LISTENING TO JUDAS PRIESTS' (?) COURTCASE)
I AM TRYING VERY HARD NOT TO THINK ABOUT IT ANYMORE
I AM ALSO TRYING VERY HARD TO GO DO MY HOMEWORK
I HOPE I WONT SUCCUMB TO TEMPTATIONS
...
I CONCEDE DEFEAT I CAN'T SIT DOWN AND DO MY WORK QUIETLY AND CONSCIENTIOUSLY
I HAVE DINNER ON SATURDAY NIGHT BUT
I DON'T FEEL LIKE GOING
I KNOW THE OTHERS WILL HATE ME FOREVER IF I DECIDE NOT TO GO
I AM ALL ALONE AT HOME AND SUDDENLY I FEEL SCARED

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
WO PA PA.

(Sorry for capslock)

我才发现我比想象中爱你 只是一时不小心错过了你


8:20 PM,
20080609

STOP PHOTOSHOP-ING JAEJOONG'S FACE.
BACK OFF!
LEAVE HIM ALONE T_T THE POOR FELLOW (AWW).
& DON'T TRY AND GOOGLE FOR HIS PICTURES, COS THE RESULT IS HORRENDOUS (!@#$%^&*) WHYWHYWHY. GOOGLE HATES HIM! GOOGLE PUTS ALL HIS UGLY PHOTOS UP ON FIRST PAGE OF THE SEARCH :(

Mika Nakashima- Glamorous Sky


Yuna Ito- Endless Story



5:43 PM,
20080605

曾经我以为失去什么都无所谓。
只要有着这一份祝福,我就可以过得很好。
但是,是我太单纯,还是事情本来就很复杂?

你是此生最美的风景 让我心碎却如此着迷
就算世界动荡 再绝望也有微笑的勇气
你是此生最美的风景 才令我至今一再想起
这样爱过一个人 是多幸福的事情


“希望找到一个爱我的人,而且我也很爱他。” WAN.




9:15 PM,
20080604

JEVSY! visited Minzhe's house today
(Hahaha cool right. We came up with the name today, cos JEVSY are all our initials.)

(Skips all random stuff.)
Watched MZZDWAN with V. CryingPartners Time (: The others were laughing at us >:(

{Edit}
(DELETED)

Boring stuff. I don't need anyone to know. & I don't feel like sharing it all of a sudden.

Not going to let anyone worry anymore.


4:56 PM,
20080526

XUN.YIMENG 2008 (Credit: photos from Lynn)

























































































































































NSZ gathering! :D Yes okay Siman everyone knows you can jump really high -_- I'm the second highest! :D






















I took all of Siman's unglam photos! :D











































I hope the unglam photos will somehow make her lose her title as "er-shuai" :D I smell the fragrance of success :D

I love you guys


8:17 PM,
20080525

THAT'S IT. All over.
Went to KAP earlier on, and I suddenly recalled the time when Felicia&I were sitting at KAP thinking (really hard) for the production name. & we complained about not having a production in 2007.

So it's all gone. All the hard work, efforts whatsoever. So here's what I have to say:
台前幕后的工作人员:
没有了你们,就没有《寻。异梦》。我们几个月来的辛苦,是值得的。好想大声的说:我爱你们


NSZ.♥
I really don't know what to say to you guys. THANKS SO MUCH. For all those encouragement and love you guys gave. You wonderful people knew how heavy my burden was and cheered me on. What is me without you guys?
I couldn't stop myself from crying during rehearsal on Friday. Well, mainly cos that particular run was screwed up and also cos someone said that particular line : 导演,你付出太多了。
或许这个梦并不完美,或许这个梦仍有遗憾。但是有一点我很肯定的是:这个大家一起做的梦很美,很美。

(I WANT MY NSZ HOODIE! :D)
Haha, lastly I quote from what I wrote in the last part of the show, the powerpoint slide:
时间不会因你而倒退,而我们也没有拉住时间的本事。要知道,所有的一切不可能再重来,因为这个世界上没有逆时针

Last prod. Yes, it was a wonderful feeling last night. So my journey with 南洋剧坊 ends here. Thankyou for the magic last night :D Thank you to all those who comforted me for both nights.
(Charis, I didn't mean to upset you! Haha, quickly mend you heart!)

On this note, I would like to thank ZhangSiman. :D Her wonderful (& touching) letter on Friday pushed me on. Thankyou.

{Edit}
Oh yes, I forgot about those who came to support :D
Fridaynight: Sandy Jo Joey Zhiyi Huishan
Saturdaynight: Yingling Yingci Joanne Zongbin Georgina Meiling Weiyi ShenYang Kaini Charis Nicole Sharlene HUANGLAOSHI!!!
Thanks for all the love & support (& presents HAHAHA) :D

Haha, stupid. On Saturday night I was the ticket-tearer. So at 1840 I stood outside. Then this person poked me. I turned around and stared at the person for 3 seconds and then I realised it was HuangLaoShi. OMGGGGG. I was so gan dong that I teared when I saw her. & she kept saying "BU KE YI KU!" D: & super nice HuangLaoShi bought gummies for all of us! :D 黄老师,谢谢你在《心韵。新韵》的教导和栽培。从你身上,我学到了很多,也谢谢你给了我做导演的机会。(求求你,明年回来吧!)

我很感动。


8:30 PM,
20080519

Making sure there's nothing showing on the outside
Something's dying on the inside
I'm still broken but I'm free
I'll see you on the flipside.

我爱你但我付不出太实在的爱情。


9:15 PM,
20080517

I AM SO HAPPY. SO VERY HAPPY.

Laaa, once again the day is saved! Thanks to... my day-brightener! :D
Dadadada~

The Marvellous Yining was actually feeling rather tired&down in the morning/early afternoon/lateafternoon/evening. Then my day-brightener smsed! :D Hahaha, and VOILA! The Marvellous Yining immediately turned happy. Thank you so much for your encouragement.

Aiya, nothing much to talk about. Cos it's just another normal Saturday. There's no excitement in my life roar! The same old routine every Saturday. Wake up, watch teevee, eat breakfast, slack and rot, play piano, become too tired so ended up falling asleep in front of the piano, wake up to go to piano lesson, go home, eat dinner, slack in front of the comp, rush tuition homework. BORING LEH. I'm wasting all my time&energy away. Zhen shi de.

Hahaha, 'zhen shi de' reminds me of the cute teacher in Project H2O! :D
Zhiyi: Teacher, can go toilet~?
Cute teacher: Can. But I don't want to go leh!
Zhiyi: -_-
Me&Yingling: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

LuXun was uber boring. Though I (don't know why) was extremely awake, & the rest of the class is like almost falling asleep.

Looking forward to Tuesday! MY 8PAGE LETTER! CHARIS, THANK YOU AH! <3

她人很好,可是我害怕好人。


3:48 PM,
20080514

Finally I'm able to go home early for once :D





My foodbag from Carin! :D Hahaha, items include: CaramelCorn, nuts, YanYan:D, Toblerone, Kimchi Instant Noodles, toilet roll (?!).
Okay so. Carin Tan, you've proven to be worthy of my undying love :D Hahaha, thanks. & don't be like me, emokid's not suitable for you :D











My oh-so-pretty blackballoons :D I was so upset when they couldn't float anymore, and when they grew smaller. D:

YAY I'm eating the YanYan now. People, don't get jealous xD There're super cute lines printed on the biscuit sticks!! :D I like the stagbeetle one. It says "LOVE IT". And the snail one says "SNAIL MAIL?" Hahaha, cute. Aiyah how come I didn't get the "YOU ARE LUCKY TODAY" one? D: But it's okay! I think I'm lucky enough already. :D I get to come home earlier & (xxx). REJOICE!







"I'm very drunk and I intend on getting still drunker before this evening's over."
-Gone with the Wind


8:10 PM,
20080512

WO SHENG BING LE O:

ROAR, down with sorethroat, flu and FATIGUE. Laaaa~ Thank you lor. Production08's nearing & I'm sick. Yao si ah! D:
Yes, so anyway. My sorethroat's super super pain! It hurts even when you (sorry, I) swallow saliva! AHHHH, I don't want to lose my voice before the prod. Someone save meeeee D: Hahaha, oh by the way. Anyone wants to buy me strepsils? xD (I'm broke. Super.)

我真的累了。
I know I've been complaining a lot these days. I'm really sorry. Thanks for bearing with all my complains and such for all these while. :D Da jia, xie xie ni men.

{/Edit}
IRRESPONSIBLE YOU.
You just threw the problem to me. WOW, BRILLIANT. & so now what? I have to clear up the mess for you? Good job.
I am no superwoman. I'm not brave and I'm not capable. How to be strong when you guys just (happily) neglected my feelings?


8:07 PM,
20080509

{Edit}
I don't know, I just felt like cancelling out what I posted previously.
Maybe cos I couldn't keep the promise, so I thought why not just treat it like I've never said it before. Erm, just so you know. It's not that I don't want to help. It's cos I keep helping & I'm tired already.

I don't want to make things difficult for you.
No, US.

Stop falling asleep during lessons already.
I mean it.